I lost everything IF i ever had anything at all ... to begin with i was walking on thin ice my whole life lead by men's biggest curse 'HOPE' ; HOPE that everything will get better oneday if not today , HOPE that i will find my loving mate that will accept me and shower me with love despite my scars , HOPE that someone will love me ...and to my surprise i even lost that alll thanks to the moon goddess that i no longer worship and the mate that was supposed to love me and the pack that should've protected me ... and when i was left with nothing but memories of their betrayal , rejection , humiliation , abuse and lies... that i met HIM , MY SALVATION .