From a subjective perspective, I will try to let go of my hurting feelings about what I loved the most. I will be chased all along by what I hated the most my entire life, but this might help to get rid of these. I am writing... To her, that I miss the most. To young me, that I think of every day. To old me, that I haven't met yet. To my parents, so they will know how I truly feel about them. To my friends, that I hope they'll be there for me. To my closest ones, that I am so grateful for. To you, the stranger that is reading this right now. I am chased everyday of my life of thoughts that I don't understand, but I will write them and maybe figured them out.

If she knew what was about to happen, would she still do that? Whenever she felt like there's nothing more, she still didn't give up but never knew why. Lisa always thought she simply doesn't fit into this ordinary life. Yet she kept going on, until one day when she decided to make a change. A change that completely turned everything upside down. Someone once said: `When you think back on your life, you're not going to think about I wish I had a better phone, better clothes, better cars. Is not going to be any of this kind of things. You'll think I wish I spent more time with the people I love`. And that's exactly what Lisa realized when there was a war coming.