Tobi stood by the door to the bedroom and thought to herself how did I get to this point. imagine.chai God what really happened to me.how can I fix this.Job her boyfriend was on the bed not even consign about Tobi who has been standing by the door crying.she just found out that Job has been cheating on her with different girls. the painful part was he invited one of them over to spend Easter with him. meanwhile she has being pleading with him to please allow her come over but he refused.she was going through is phone and saw conversations. my king I am missing you here o. your sister has not gone. Job replied by saw don't mind her she has seen free food, but you know I am missing you right now, I wish you were here let me just hold you and we go like two or three rounds with different styles. God you are so sweet the last time was wow.and when you had my poop in your hands and held it hard, yo blew my mind. and you breast are so firm. I am missing you right now should I come over?And the funny thing about what Job did was it was just yesterday and he still had sex with Tobi same yesterday. Tobi and Job just finished having sex .she is just coming back from the bathroom where she has being crying remembering what she saw on Job's phone. and seeing Job smiling to his phone she was like why is he smiling may be he as started chatting with another girl, or maybe one of the girls has sent him naked pictures. thinking about it just made the tears fall down from her eyes quickly and much , she tried to hold back but could not. it hurt. This is the first man she had ever being honestly I love with, the first man she had trusted with her all the most painful part of this was Job was the first man to had slept with her. ahh, Tobi morn.what? asked Job while he was having sex with Tobi for the first time .it's painful ,Tobi said crying.so sorry it's because it is your first time let me get vaseline it will reduce the pain.but it was still painful for Tobi.after they finish Job stood up first. Tobi was in pains so she could not go to the bathroom immediately. when Job went to take his bath Tobi stood up and saw blood on the bedclothes, she quickly removed it and put a new one. when Job returned and asked why she said she was not comfortable with it after what they did being her first time.she went to take her bath. And went back to her father's house. Job called her the next morning and told her that he saw blood when he was washing the bedclothes. that he was so sorry he never believed her when she said it was her first time, he thought she was just trying to be sweet. but at 22 he was surprised.And now this, this Tobi sat on the floor of the bedroom and try to stop the tears. actually the memories increased the tears.she could remember she and Job had sex three times each weekend each day before the pain reduced a little.she got pregnant but she did not know it was pregnancy until she took Lipton as suggested by Job after she informed him how she was feeling. it caused serious pain in her stomach and bleeding. they continued having sex every weekend with condom she was always not happy with it.when she told a friend about what was going on in her relationship.so why do you keep going there every weekend you want to die?Simi you know how I have been trying to get admission in Higher institution and complete olevel result.Job helped me with it that made me believe that he will not hurt me and nobody knows I stay with him. and my family like him. mostly I am very ashamed to admit to having sex with Job and staying with him.why didn't you stand your ground like you have always did and tell him no sex.asked Simi. umm, Simi with Job, I don't know what happened but I could not say, we kissed yes I did not even allow the others touch me it was very sweet touch to touch I thought it will end there next touch my oranges and asked me to touch is dick. I refuse and he forced my hand on it. next week sex when the pipe got into my viginal it hurts very well like razor trying to cut through something. so sorry just allow the thing enter inside the pain will stop. And yes he did not lie, because once it goes inside that is how I will want him more . I will hold him tight, we will kiss for a long time utill he wants to release he has to get off me if he is not putting on a condom. The all truth is that he is the first man I have ever loved this way. And I know he loves me too but why is he doing what he his doing. it hurts really.my friend in love , loving someone Asin keeping your self for someone does not garanty he will not hurt you.after Tobi has gained courage and stop remembering the pass. she cleaned her face and went to out on her night wear.she climbed on the bed. immidiately she climbed on the bed she slept off.Tobi continue keeping to herself. and even if she told anyone who would she tell. Due to what Job did, it made Tobi's understanding for love change to even worst.

WHEN SHE LOVES ....... Most at times love do not give us what we give. But for some they get what they give with an extra. When a lady's heart is broken from loving the wrong person.she takes time to recover from it. And even if she does recover from it. Get view for love will be different. when a woman loves with her heart she expects to be treated the same way or far better. when a woman loves.