I have a feeling inside me like something is shattering like something is broken. Like I am broken. You know that frustrating feeling of being happy and sad for no apparent reason it’s just like you’re trapped in your own mind and there’s no escaping from it. All my friends are tired because they don’t understand what I’m going through and honestly I don’t blame them. I mean how can I expect them to understand when I barely can.It’s toxic, you feel like you’ll never be free you know, if the reason of all these feelings is another person you can cut them off of your life, run away from them..... but how do you run away from yourself?