"Why am I so lonely?" "Do I deserve this?" "I'm so sorry" "It's okay to be alone, but not just lonely" I grew with my grandparents, but this got wrong when I somehow I needed to loose weight. I really regret everything. Can I survive this unfortunate event of my life? Mom is in another country to work for our education. I can't understand anything. I'm broke. Can't eat, sleep and do everything I want. Thank you for being my Magic Shop. I really gone through a lot in my life. Eyes seeing smoke and darkness. I needed get out of this, and you pulled me away and took me in a love maze.