hi i'm nona, as a kpop trainee i have auditioned to a very crazy companies, and there is one company where i met this very precious Boy, and i will tell you the story of this Boy who has gotten a very big place in my heart in a short amount of time that i was in this company, because life hasn't been treating this precious Boy very fair, as a matter of fact thing took a turn to the downside.. this will be a story seen through a trainee's eye and the downsides of working for some companies...

you won a ticket to a concert of your favorite band, and it's that time you have dreamed of like you dreamed about watching Ateez your favorite band of all times perform on the stage that is just a few minutes away, as you walk to the people checking the tickets to separate the fake tickets from the real one's you suddenly start to feel nervous because you have no clue how to define a real one for a fake one and as you give your ticket to the person that checks your ticket while you are holding your atiny lightstick, they tell you to step aside and ask you to wait for someone to bring you to your seat...

as i come home from an ateez concert wondering where my cat Hunter is at... well he is probably outside hunting mouses again right well he will be back soon i guess... why does Kim hongjoong stare at me so much everytime i go to a concert? or is it just a thought that is in my head? it is probably just be a thought right? but still why does it feels like he watches me with every move i make just like my cat hunter does when i am holding my own little concert at home... and i don't know why but everytime i look at his picture his eyes look so familliar like it's so strange... i think i might probably be delusional haha