This story is about a girl who was born into slavery. Threw out her life, shes gonna realize the things her mother said , and what she truly meant by them . Her mother was born were the sun was real , she was snatched from her home , amadua . The things her mother saw , felt and witness killed her . She was the true definition of crazy . They say the Apple dont fall to far from the tree . Although she was insane , she never let the other slaves realize that . She stayed at one plantation for the rest of her life , and she had two babies , but she only raise one . The baby was a mix breed , although she won’t be able to see her daddy again or her mother . She is left to difficult challenges in her life . Shes trying to find god , she want him to answer her , but what much can god do in a word like this . Did god mean to create the world like this . Why is this happing to me . Im calling for you , Im doing everything pa said , so god why aren’t you helping me . She believes god has abandoned her , she is left to fight the world with her hands covered in hot blood. She is coved in many different sins and souls . Did she break ? Is she insane ? Dose she ask for help ? Dose she find god . Dose god answer her ? Will her life ever change . Well I guess we’ll just have to see . Im not sure if love will be able to fix her problems , I don’t know if she will be a hero , she could be anything . I do know that her experiences and life , environment . Will make up who she is . Someone who was born to a fearless women who took her child and fought for them , has the will to live . She must wonder if these are trials , test god is putting her through . She feels like she is trapped in her . Will she ever get away from this hell ? Is this actually hell? Is god listening to her . This is what she thinks constantly as she breaths .she fights because all she can do is live , but who is she fight for . Dose she even no of her twin sister? Could she even be alive ?I think it would be a challenge for her . Although she is a smart girl , her mother taught her how to read and write . She know most of her native language. She was thought to swim as a baby . Most importantly she was taught how to identify a lie , and how to lie about anything . Her mother taught her to trust nobody ,and how to steal . Things like food and cloth, needles and weapons . He mother knew stealing was bad , god forbid her father found out , but he is dead . She stole food because she didn’t think of it as stealing . She thought to herself that it wasn’t stealing , they stole me from my home , we’re I was comfortable and beat me , scared my body mind and ears , took away my ability to fight and disarmed me and my family . So no i am not stealing .Im just simply trying feed my children what they should be able to eat . Im taking the supplies I need to make little spears for my child to protect her self , so she will feel safe against their guns .im taking books , to show her the world and the places she can go, and so , she can teach her young’s to read ,one day .she stole the needles and cloth to see up clothes for her and others . To make their clothes thicker for winter months , and there shoes warmer . To make rags to cool down their skin , after being beaten . Being in a new world taught her Many thing, but survival was the only thing she knew . She never hated her babies , she just hated the situation . They was born beautiful, they were loved . She knows there are many of her tribe thats close to her. She just can’t go , because of her baby.she never forgave anyone , and she didn’t consider herself to be holy . She just loves god and she trust him , to follow is words .she knows she has let the devil overcome her.she wishes nothing but for her child to her the best life and ,for her to see better things. Witch is why she thought her child as an infant to walk and as baby to talk and when she was just two years old she learned to read and speak . When she was five she learned to cook and things about spices , lots of spices . Like poisonous flowers and salt . She learned to make bread and tea , the drinks slaves shouldn’t ever touch . Things that will get you killed instantly . If I knew how to shoot , I probably would’ve been shoot somebody , if my daughter gets ahole of a gun , god know she wouldn’t miss . She was taught to hunt in the night it spring bows and arrows . She has perfect aim , shes like a bullet in the night , you would never hear her coming .she sees you better then you see yourself , she knows you next moves and I am proud of who she can become . Im not sure if I’ll ever see the world but I know she can , Im not gonna hold her back because her future is full of red and stars . Stars so bright that even happiness gets trapped in the dark . I hope it’s full of love but I didn’t want her to she the daylight of a world like this . Love to me was evil and cutee . But I know she can’t survive the ratchet was of this world . To live in he

If you never been in love you cant really understand the meaning of love , but if you have been in love but no one loved you , you will never understand true love . Ive only had one love , only one true love . I haven’t been intimate with someone in years , I haven’t found someone I could lay my worries on someone I could hold when im hurting , someone I can trust. For the past years ive been keeping to myself and living , but is life worth living if I cant smile sencerly . The thought of someone next to me while im sleeping , makes my stomach turn . i stay days and night working just to make a living my 22 years of being alive and I still haven’t achieved anything. Everybody says you don’t need anyone but yourself , ill tell you the truth , you dont need anyone until you tired of it just you and only you . im sick of being alone , no friends , no family just me. Ring ring ring “ hello , this is she “ i say “ your father James brown has passed away this evening , his belongs is at the hospital “ the lady says , I sit there with no thoughts in my head the door bell ring , “ hello who are you looking for “ I say to the man in a black suit at my door with a open brief case .” your fater has left you some personal documents , this is your inheritance “ the man says to me , I take the bereif case from his hands and walk into the house. I pull out the letter my father left in his will . jayla sense your reading this im dead , I left you 800 acrs of land and a house you’ll enjoy before I died I arranged you a marriage with a man name steffion , after all these years I haven’t contacted you but ive watched you grow up , im so happy the way you grew but sad because I didn’t noting to help , you are a good young lady and I want nothing more then your happiness . at any time you may go to your house and meet the one who loves you.dad Shaking in fear after reading the letter , my father who I never known was around me all this time . then why did he decide to leave me , I don’t understand . I don’t look back . I call a taxi and drive to the address. Were here , theres a mail box and a big narrrow field with a long drive way “ could you take the drive way “I say to the man , he turns into the pit , driving for six minutes straight I see a huge gate . I push the gate and it doesn’t open , as I go to ring the door bell theres a tall man in formal clothing coming up on a hill , as the gate opens he runs closer to me and pulls me close . shocked I stood there in many thoughts. This is what ive been missing , did I just fall over one thing who is this man , I thought to myself pushing my body away . hi Jayla ive been missing you im your fiancé , ive only saw you from my memories , theres so much for you to know why don’t I show you our house. Our house, I say This house belonged to your farther after your parents divorced your farter got into a accident and that left him brain dead for years , until today. I have dinner made why don’t we go eat. 3 minutes down the hill is see a big mashion with 3 drive ways and of 10 ars in the drive way.” Why did my farther need all these cars “ I say , well he didn’t actually they were all for you , he couldn’t decide witch one you would like best” he says to me. Atcaull everything about the house was modified just for you, you fater may know you better then yourself, he says My fater wasn’t really there to know anything about me , all of this is just what he likes , I say “ theres alot you don’t know about your farther , and theres so much we know about you , why don’t you take the time to get and know your father “ he says lookin in my eyes . ive had no one its always just been me . this is a mistake , non of this is mines , not my farther , not you not these cars and not his big house , I didn’t get to live this life so why now “ I say sincerely Walking into this huge mansion I see big painting the size of an elephant , looks like they costed a fortune , nice silcky couches , enough seats for a party . long dinning table enough for a hundurd familkeys. And black door with a huge lock on it . At the dinning table the maids serves us a huge dinner one ive never even seen “ your farther said you love these , here have some “ he sayis to me , I grab ahold of one of the pastries “ woah , this is amazing “ I say as I grab another . So Jayla , these years haven’t been the best for you , theres a lot you need to know in order for these next years to be good . theres a lot you need to do , lost of responsibility, choices and not a lot of time . he says So what exactly is it I need to do First Jayla you need to be happy , I want you to be happy .before that theres something you need to need to know, before your farther died , he created the most advanced , experience human bot ever made , your father didn’t do this alone , he stole something very important from some dangerous people he used it to create a gene that could give life to just about anything . It’s in your hand.