September 2004,mona and kwit first met in a factory in epza cavite, mona had just moved to kwut's line and kwut was tasked with the process of moving trains to kwut's station line because kwut is a good teacher, we will teach you her work process, apart from that, kwut's heart will lighten up quickly, because kwut will be a joker and have fun. but what kwut doesn't know is that herheart is already falling for mona and she doesn't like to feels like this. So she thought of avoiding mona to stop his feelings but as she moved away, her liking for mona seemed to deepen. mona is a smart person, a bit cheerful, happy to be with and talk to a lot of people, mona always wants to talk with her, because of her sense of humor. these are the things that kwut admires in mona and because of these qualities,kwut oftenly felt jealous to the people who comes close to her. and it oftenly becomes an excuse for her to avoid mona. and that is something that mona noticed about to kwut. then,one day mona and kwut are the canteen, they were in the same table mona couldn't avoid it to asked kwut why these past few days she noticed her avoiding her : Mona: how are you now kwut Kwut: im fine!how are you also its seems like your too busy with your friends you wander a lot ahh Mona: ahh yes I wish you could be with us sometime Kwut: ohh no,i don't hang out just staying at home Mona: ahm, okay!..is that so?i mean ..do we have a problem? as much as you are avoiding me, did I do something without realizing it. (seriously staring at the mirror in front of kwut's reflection and also kwut who was staring at the reflection earlier mona in front of the mirror as if she wanted to say whats she felt for he that if only she could freely say that she is jealous of the people who approach her, that if only she could say..."I love you") but her mind saying it is wrong love someone like mona.) Kwut: ahm, just don't think about it, I'm really moody at times, actually, you're not the only one who notices it, all the other troops say that I'm not in the mood. Haha, maybe that's how girls changes of mood . (Mona came close to her and took one of her hands and said..) Mona: ahm,if you need someone to talk to, I'm here just text me or chat me on messager,ok! i missed the old version of you,I hope the old kwut I met before will come back soon,ok! kwut: really! you've missed me? (smiles)..so,you said that ahh, you just one text away! Mona: yeah,dont hesitate to text or chat with me,anyways were friend in facebook right?! Kwut:yeah!okay i will message you.i hope you dont ignore my chat? Mona:huh,why shoud i do that?c'mon youre my friend right? Kwut:yeah,okay i'll message you Mona:you know i really missed talking to you would you care if we go out sometimes and eat some favorite food Kwut:yeah sure!..ahm,is it okay for you if only just the two of us? Mona:yeah yeah,of course just you and me,..can i ask why? Kwut: ahm, its because you have a lot of friends, maybe they'll come with us? Mona: of course they not, like i said I miss you,so it should be just the two of us. It's our moment okay, so we won't bring them along.. Kwut: ahh,okay (while staring on Mona's face that she wants to think that maybe Mona likes her too) Mona: ohh why are you staring at me like that? Kwut: ahh nothing I just thought of something!..ahm let's go with your idea (while kwut heart beat faster) (which Mona immediately noticed Kwut's panic) Mona: are you okay? Kwut: ahh yes, I'll go ahead and maybe they looked for us on the line, i'll go now...bye! Mona: ahh yes okay you go ahead,see you around! (Kwut left with a happy mood because she felt better when she and mona's talked, she thought that maybe she and mona could be good friends, that maybe it would be possible for someone who secretly loves a friend,whats important is that she happily go to work because she knows that she and mona will see each other again). Kwut: it's okay for me to see you every day,smiling at me, I'm just happy for that, my day was complete seeing you daily, it's just a bonus for me if you talk to me!..heyyy, it's so good to be inlove! (she said to herself while she was looking at mona while in front of her because the place were she was doing was in the place opposite where mona was.

September 2004,mona and kwit first met in a factory in epza cavite, mona had just moved to kwut's line and kwut was tasked with the process of moving trains to kwut's station line because kwut is a good teacher, we will teach you her work process, apart from that, kwut's heart will lighten up quickly, because kwut will be a joker and have fun. but what kwut doesn't know is that herheart is already falling for mona and she doesn't like to feels like this. So she thought of avoiding mona to stop his feelings but as she moved away, her liking for mona seemed to deepen. mona is a smart person, a bit cheerful, happy to be with and talk to a lot of people, mona always wants to talk with her, because of her sense of humor. these are the things that kwut admires in mona and because of these qualities,kwut oftenly felt jealous to the people who comes close to her. and it oftenly becomes an excuse for her to avoid mona. and that is something that mona noticed about to kwut. then,one day mona and kwut are the canteen, they were in the same table mona couldn't avoid it to asked kwut why these past few days she noticed her avoiding her : Mona: how are you now kwut Kwut: im fine!how are you also its seems like your too busy with your friends you wander a lot ahh Mona: ahh yes I wish you could be with us sometime Kwut: ohh no,i don't hang out just staying at home Mona: ahm, okay!..is that so?i mean ..do we have a problem? as much as you are avoiding me, did I do something without realizing it. (seriously staring at the mirror in front of kwut's reflection and also kwut who was staring at the reflection earlier mona in front of the mirror as if she wanted to say whats she felt for he that if only she could freely say that she is jealous of the people who approach her, that if only she could say..."I love you") but her mind saying it is wrong love someone like mona.) Kwut: ahm, just don't think about it, I'm really moody at times, actually, you're not the only one who notices it, all the other troops say that I'm not in the mood. Haha, maybe that's how girls changes of mood . (Mona came close to her and took one of her hands and said..) Mona: ahm,if you need someone to talk to, I'm here just text me or chat me on messager,ok! i missed the old version of you,I hope the old kwut I met before will come back soon,ok! kwut: really! you've missed me? (smiles)..so,you said that ahh, you just one text away! Mona: yeah,dont hesitate to text or chat with me,anyways were friend in facebook right?! Kwut:yeah!okay i will message you.i hope you dont ignore my chat? Mona:huh,why shoud i do that?c'mon youre my friend right? Kwut:yeah,okay i'll message you Mona:you know i really missed talking to you would you care if we go out sometimes and eat some favorite food Kwut:yeah sure!..ahm,is it okay for you if only just the two of us? Mona:yeah yeah,of course just you and me,..can i ask why? Kwut: ahm, its because you have a lot of friends, maybe they'll come with us? Mona: of course they not, like i said I miss you,so it should be just the two of us. It's our moment okay, so we won't bring them along.. Kwut: ahh,okay (while staring on Mona's face that she wants to think that maybe Mona likes her too) Mona: ohh why are you staring at me like that? Kwut: ahh nothing I just thought of something!..ahm let's go with your idea (while kwut heart beat faster) (which Mona immediately noticed Kwut's panic) Mona: are you okay? Kwut: ahh yes, I'll go ahead and maybe they looked for us on the line, i'll go now...bye! Mona: ahh yes okay you go ahead,see you around! (Kwut left with a happy mood because she felt better when she and mona's talked, she thought that maybe she and mona could be good friends, that maybe it would be possible for someone who secretly loves a friend,whats important is that she happily go to work because she knows that she and mona will see each other again). Kwut: it's okay for me to see you every day,smiling at me, I'm just happy for that, my day was complete seeing you daily, it's just a bonus for me if you talk to me!..heyyy, it's so good to be inlove! (she said to herself while she was looking at mona while in front of her because the place were she was doing was in the place opposite where mona was.

September 2004,nang unang magtagpo si kwut at mona sa isang factory sa epza bilang mga production operator.bagong lipat si mona noon s line nila kwut,at si kwut ang inatasan ng kanilang leader n mag assist kay mona. mona:hi,i'm mona just call me "m" for short kwut:im tina,kwut for sure😊 dahil magaang katrabho si kwut kaya madaling naging kampante ang loob n mona kay kwut.naging malapit silang magkabigan pero magkaiba ang kanilang circles of friends kya madalas paguwian sa work my kanya kanya silang grupo n sinasamahan.gayunpaman may mga pagkakataon o oras na nagiging malapit sila sa isat isa dahil sa isang line lang naman sila nagwowork hanggang dumating sa point na parang nkakaramdam na ng atraksyon si kwut kay mona kwut:mona narinig mo ba yung bagong kanta n bugoy drilon? mona:anung kanta? kwut:yung pano na kaya!para kasing nakakarelate ako! mona:ahh ganun,sige sabihin ko sayo pagnapakinggan ko na. bakit ka naman relate tungkol ba san yung song na yon? kwut:ahh para kasing na ffall nako sa isang friend kaso lang hindi pwede mona:hah,bakit naman? kwut:basta hindi pwede kasi its complicated😅 mona:ahh ganun ba?malay mo naman type ka din nya☺️ kwut:tingin mo ba pwede? mona:eh ewan ko bakit sino ba yun? kwut:ahh wala wala basta secret lang to ha! mona:ahh ok sige sabi mo eh!basta balitaan moko ha...(marites lang ang peg ni mona) habang sa araw araw na lumilipas patuloy na tumitindi ang feelngs ni kwut kay mona sa kabila ng alam naman nya na mali ang nararamdaman nya kaya pilit nya tong nilalabanan.sa kabilang banda si mona ay nananatiling mabuti at appreciated kay kwut na walang halong malisya hanggang sa dumating ang point na napapasin na ni mona na parang madalas kapag malapit sya kay kwut lagi nitong knakanta yung panu na kaya...dahil dun naconfuse itong si mona na baka para s kanya yung awitin na yun hanggang sa inobserv nya ang pakikitungo sa kanya na kwut at madalas nga nahuhuli nya tong lihim na nkatingin sa kanya.dahil sa kinukutuban na si mona sa feelings ni kwut naisip nyang dumistansya dito para na din makaiwas s maling relasyon.subalit napapansin nyang naging malungkot si kwut mula ng iwasan nya ito my mga pagkakataon na nagkakatabi sila sa work station pero,.. mona:ang awkward ng feeling parang nawala yung dating closeness sa isat isa,nawala na ang dating saya nung ok pa ang lahat.ang hirap magtrabaho kapag hindi kayo ok ng kasama mo sa work na parang mag kaaway kayo na hindi naman,hayyy pano ba to?laman mg isip ni mona habang na aapektuhan sa nangyayari sa knila n kwut: bakit ba sya apektado?bakit ba sya nabobothered sa pinapakita ni kwuy ng kawalan gana eh yun naman gusto nya diba ang umiwas ky kwut eh bakit parang hindi nya ngugustuhan ung outcome eh kung tutuusin successful yung ginawa nyang solusyon para hindi malagay sa isang sitwasyon na hindi tama. pero i may say good job mona kasi you know what is right pero ang tanong hanggang kelan mo kakayanin umiwas sa mali kung ang puso mo sinasabing tama naman ang magmahal,yun nga lang sa maling tao!imagine first time mo lang magmahal maling tao pa!

I felt betrayed,i felt no one trusted me,i think all my friends and family doesnt loved me..i feel so dis appointed for them cause i know to myself that i've done everything for them to meet their needs and wants but still,it coudn't enough to feel appreciated and loved by them. while riding in a bus my mind was full of different things asking why they threated me this way?why they doesnt loved me and valued me! in that thought in mind my attention gets by one car writing in front of it...."GOD'S LOVE"..then i begun to think of it and ask myself,what is Gods love is?then i heard a tiny voice inside of me saying that,Gods love doesnt betray you,Gods love accepted you for who you are,Gods love is john3:16,this voice bringd to this verse cause i knew this verse since when i was in grades school attending sunday school in our church. then i've realize for so many years i forgot my relationship with God,i neglect to commit myself to serve our God! in that moment,..i realize i have sin against our almighty God and i repent,i've surrender everything to God and accepted that Christ died on the cross for me and for all sinners,i ask God to help,lead me,and guide me for everyday of my life! i know folks theres alot of you are sufferings for depression,lack of hope and interest to live your life but folks i just want you to know that theres still life for accepting Christ Jesus in our lives,He gives hope and assurance of eternal life just trust Him and surrender everything to Him! i just want to pray for you folks that you may experience the breakthrough of your life because God is amazing and wonderful God,the only hope that we need is in Christ alone!..this i ask in Jesus name Amen! God Bless you all!