The disabled general was abandoned by his family members, who were psychologically unstable."I used to think that this world has no color. The months of lying on the hospital bed, experiencing all kinds of warm and cold love, people come and go, only the white hospital room makes me younger. Every night that passes, I feel myself again. Ask, at the end of life, what should we live for?Then I successfully closed my eyes, all the unnecessary emotions disappeared, my whole body never felt so relaxed and at ease. But that was just my temporary feeling.I kept my eyes open, still breathing the air of this world. The word despair was not enough to express my feelings at that time. And maybe God also wants to compensate me, for someone to bring the warm yellow light of the sun to me.So, I want that light, I want that person to be mine alone!"