Here I am trying-striving-thriving I try to up hold the balance around me. I strive to do better for others around me and myself. I thrive throught the problems before me and I have a lot. "Wait Julian! I'm sorry!" I turn my head, the anger building up in me, tears running down Mya face, I'm a wrek and I feel a crazy type of implosive emotions coming. I have to get away now. He's in his knees begging me. He's crying and saying my name like some lovesick movie. I crouch near him and take his face in to my hands...my heart is pounding the ache and pain feels to real. "Ethan.." I sob as his big green eyes look up to me....I hope he feels the pain he put me through. "Do you feel it now? The pain that I am still feeling ever since that day..." His eyes widen, dear in headlights. "You were never going to change." I let go of him and stand up I wipe my tears feeling slightly better. He will forever be the love of my life. ---------- I smile at the child I have how beautiful she is and how strong she will grow. Nix and I our having Thanksgiving at my parents. As soon as we pull up I notice that car. Nix grabs my daughter from the car for me and we walk up to the house. My mother came running out fast with a sacred look in her face....hmmm...I scrunch up my face knowing. My name's Julian Mils. I'm 28, my life has always been so boring but lately I've been out in the path to my destiny, not what I was expecting. I started to change more with the new people in my life, definitely more excitement.

A biker leader with a badass female being in the mc, how she grows from the bottom an claws her was to the top, she doesn't want to make the same mistakes as the past mc. "she's weak!" The newbie voiced his oppion, everyone at the table including our currant mc looked at the new guy who looks like he's about to piss himself. Here I am as 3rd cair in the council of the main group of our gang feeling insulted and of course so many things going through mind as to what I should do. The other 4 members of our council stand up in a angry way, I started laughing my ass off looking back at the guy that dared go call me weak! Every ones went back on me, the other 4 guys that are standing sit back down knowing full well that I don't like people standing up for me, I rely on myself for the most part meh I'm only human.