sometimes I can't really say the kind of female I am, I am sometimes confused about what I know of myself. But currently now, I think am selfish, easily irritated and lazy woman, I don't know if this description is right but I'm always changing like a chameleon anyways. I started notice this since last year 2023, what I think of myself is always wrong, I thought I was cold-hearted, stingy and narrow minded before I gained my admission to the school but I've been through several things that's enough to make me blow up but instead I always think it doesn't worth my time (or maybe I'm that lazy). this is my story and journey of how I changed from a girl who's ambitious and righteous to what I am today.