"I need a break!!!!," Calvin said. I'm shocked because I'm only asking about his date with Lisa that I found out on my own without him telling me, I just needed an answer and not this super dramatic response. "Okay, give me a reason, I know you want to be with her, she's your mistress" I told him. "She's not a mistress, I don't even have one.. Lisa is just a friend!" He shouted back at me. I'm so fed up with your continuous assumptions and insecurities! I can't endure it anymore, let's just call it quits. I will have the driver take you back to your apartment first thing tommorow morning. Tears rolled down my face and I stare at him dumbfound and when I finally spoke, my voice cracked. "Are you picking Lisa over me?" I asked him. "My God, Alice!!! How many times do I have to tell you that nothing is going on between us? She's just a friend, stop being insecured. "I don't believe! I wasn't born yesterday Calvin, stop making a fool of me, you're telling me that nothing is going on between the two of you? " I started hitting him but he's taller and he easily subdued me. He is now holding my face with his two hands..... "Stop this Alice," he said angrily yet soft, stop making this hard for both of us. This constant fight and you not trusting me are eating up everything in my body. Let's do what's best for us," he said slowly while taking his hands off my face..... I don't know if he's right. If this is really what's best for us. I loved him with all my heart and all my insecurities, doubts, and fear of losing him is taking a toll on me.