ONLY EVER MINEUpdated at Oct 10, 2026, 01:57
---They've been competing since they were four years old.Adrian Cole and Kayden Mensah grew up side by side — same families, same schools, same everything. Inseparable in the way that always felt like a little too much. Competitive in the way that always felt like something else entirely.One night in their final year of high school they crossed every line.No excuses. No alcohol. Just them — and everything they'd spent years pretending wasn't there.Kayden woke up terrified and ran. Straight into a relationship with a girl, straight away from everything he felt. Adrian waited, went cold, and eventually disappeared abroad without a single word.Years later they're back in the same city.Milan's most talked-about legal rivals. Opposing firms. Overlapping cases. A professional world that watches them and has opinions. And two families who never stopped being close, which means no matter how much distance either of them builds, they keep ending up in the same room.Then Adrian comes home and one night repeats itself before either of them can stop it.Then morning arrives and their parents announce his engagement to Kayden's sister.Kayden doesn't know it's fake.He just knows that watching Adrian be gentle with someone else feels like losing something he never got to keep. And then a magazine profiles them as Milan's most electric rivalry and Adrian's three quiet sentences about Kayden say more than they should. And then during a family villa vacation Kayden finds a box in the old family house — Adrian's handwriting, the night before he left, every true thing written down and never sent.He reads it on the floor alone.And finally understands that Adrian didn't leave because he didn't care.He left because he cared too much and had nowhere to put it.*Only Ever Him* is a slow burn BL romance about two men who found each other at four years old and spent twenty years being afraid of what that meant. The bickering is sharp. The tension is suffocating. The feelings are real and have always been real and the only question was always going to be how long they could keep pretending otherwise.The answer is: not forever.---