as a teenager she could never understand why her mom and dad was never around and why she had to go thru the struggles she had been dealt. she never thought it was fair that she always had the old people for parents and never could understand why her parents didn't want her. well that all changed once she had her beautiful children and they was ripped from her arms and she couldn't tuck them in at night but she only could have dreams of how it was with the babies before. this book is going to help all sides I hope understand the horrific thing we call addiction. I love my 3 children zach leelah and jordyn and im not allowed to see them no this is not my choice but it was probably for the best at this point and time in my life. I can only pray that my children will forgive me and love me again one day.