"You think that because you came over and bargained with my friends you have me. I'm not a piece of property or whatever the hell it is that you do! Why couldn't you tell me all those things. You could lay it all out for them but me, you choose to leave me in the dark. Like I'm a child that doesn't need to know everything except what was told to me. You're in for a rough surprise if you think I will let you control my life like a puppet master. All those things you told them, sounds good and promising but I never heard it for myself. And I'm not letting anyone tell me what to wear, when to shower, when to be ready, where to stand. I will, keep, control." I said to him. Looks like I overdid my tantrum because he looks angry. He rubs his forehead with his hand and he starts charging for me. "Control you? You think this is about me needing to control you. Ever since you stepped in my life which was less than 48 hours ago you have changed the entire course of where I saw my life heading. If anything I'm the one who lost control. You want me to tell you how I feel?" He flushes me against the wall. "I want to know every single thing about you. Every fear, every dream, every darkness, every desire. I want to spend my entire life making you smile and giving you as much of the world as I can. I want to protect and shield you as long as I can. I want to be the only responsible one for your orgasms, I want you to scream my name every day and hold you until morning comes. Did I believe in love at first sight? No. never. I'd laugh at the idea. But you little hellion proved me wrong. You think you're vulnerable? I have changed up my entire game plan in the last 2 days just to get close to you." That's it. That's the moment that changed everything. This is far from a typical boy meets girl story. My name's Forest Casey. I'm an actuary. By that meaning I love controlling and assessing risks, everything I do is calculated to the best outcome. I've planned my entire life to this point, I love being in control. That's of course, until he walked into my life. James Swanson. Billionaire, heartthrob, mysterious and powerful. But most importantly, reckless risk taker. This is our story. Our struggle to find a balance and even when we are close to it, all odds are never in our favour. So what do we end up doing?  For each other, we would risk it all.