My Illicit HiraethUpdated at Feb 22, 2023, 23:18
Blaire is a normal college girl, a kind young lady who has lived her life for her family. She doesn\'t believe that there is happiness in everyone because she haven\'t felt it all her life. She grew up without anyone\'s love and care. Her father died early and her mother whom loved him dearly couldn\'t accept his absence and so she did things to make herself forget about him but what she never thought of was that, she also forgot about her children.
Blaire grew up being passed from family to family she never felt welcome at all. But, years later, her mom found another guy to marry. She rebuild their family with another guy and they bore another child. Blaire and her brother was supported by their step dad and were treated rightly, but they never felt being a part of their family. They feel like they are just being supported because of the blood that runs into them but they aren\'t really loved and accepted as children. But even with that, Blaire continued to live with kindness.
A time came when she fetched her youngest sister from school when she met a young man with a very gentle heart. She felt something she never felt before but she couldn\'t name it. She just shrugged her thoughts and continued. But what she didn\'t expected to happen is her, facing a running car with her feet glued in the ground and with that everything went black.
Eventually she woke up from a dream. A dream that has trembled her heart but she couldn\'t even remember it. She lived a different life, her being a writer in a magazine company in France. People around her says she was awakened from a comatose state. Her family died from a car accident with her. People told her she was loved dearly by her parents.
In this life she met friends and a guy who changed how she viewed life. A guy who brought light to her unfamiliar life. A guy who welcomed her and loved her for who she is. A guy who chooses her over anything. A guy whom she felt home. Eventually she fell and loved him back wholeheartedly.
She had a very comfortable and happy life with him. But as time goes by, the unfamiliar dream kept on bugging her. And one day she woke up in a hospital with the faces that she recognized from her dream. The people saying "thank you for coming back". And that\'s when she realized that the life she was living wasn\'t real. The guy she\'s in love with isn\'t real. That life was just a product of her comatose state. The home where she felt she belongs is not real. Her happiness was just a free trial. What pained her the most is that her love isn\'t a free trial, it\'s everlasting. She cannot feel the same love for another man again. She\'d be keeping her one-sided imaginary love forever.