This is a work of fiction, any similarities with anyone you know, name of places, its not intentional, this just all base on my inagination. There can be a lot of grammatical errors and spelling errors so bear with me, i've just started writing here. thank youu!💜 Prologue. When i was young, like 15 i thought i had anhedonia, that i can't feel any kind of pleasure, even if someone kiss me, hug me, or even in sex i can't feel the pleasure every around me is talking about, but my psychological this order doesn't bother me, not until i met this guy, tall, dark, and handsome, crystal blue eyes, long lashes. A SIMPLE HANDSHAKE WITH THIS GUY MAKE ME SO AGITATED and i never felt this kind of feelings for 18 years. i can even feel that i'm wet, WHAT IS THIS? I THOUGHT I HAD ANHEDONIA? AM I STUPID? DID MY PSYCHOLOGICAL DISORDER DISAPPEAR BECAUSE OF THIS GUY? BUT I'VE MEET A LOT OF GUY AS HANDSOME AS HIM, WHAT THE F IS HAPPENING

This work is fictional If any grammatical errors, I'm sorry, I am still in the process of learning and this is just written by a lowsy writter so i hope you will understand hehe