I have been searching for someone to love for a longtime, ever since college all concentrated on was my business and my family,my baby boy. Now that I already have an empire and my family is happy, I want to find someone. Someone to love, but what if he is a playboy? What if doesn't understand love and it is not on his emotional scale? What if that destroys me? --- I am living life to it's fullest, a different women everyday and owning a chain of restaurants and hotels. I have a meeting with my biggest competitor soon, but who knew that as soon as I looked into her eyes I would be a goner. I can't love someone, it is not in me to fall in love. Lust after someone that is possible but love is not. I have no clue but after hearing her scream Ryder I knew I could never leave her.