In her eyes, it wasn't enjoyable to see. She's contented with the plot and the story itself is indulging enough for her to stay and pay no mind to the appalling sight of blood and just gore itself. Thankfully, it was easy to get the scenes out of her head. A yearly program occurs every March 21st, and she wondered what it felt like to die. So the author gave her an easy way out. She hated the idea of living in this anime, she'd rather experience it once a year than 24 fucking 7.