His smile made me happy, and it made me feel alive. I don’t know why but I wanted him, there was a strange ache that I wanted gone. I have never felt this way about anyone before. We started drinking one beer after the other until he asked the question I dreaded to answer. “So, not that it was not nice to see you. But what were you doing on that ledge? I know it’s none of my business, but if you need someone to talk to I would always be here.” That filled my heart, but at the same time I did not know what to tell him. Well in my head I was trying to piece exactly why I was there at the bridge, I was confused as well.