I can't breathe as I look in his grey-blue eyes. He is saying something, but all I can hear is my heart beating in my chest. He is even more gorgeous than the oricales has shown me 9 years ago. His dark brown hair, slightly curled and short in an over-combe. His tanned skin so beautiful, muscles bulging even through his John Deer shirt. His shorts are thight, emphasizing very strong legs. His rejection is going to be my end, officially! Arelise has had a rough life filled with abuse, rejections and only knows the bad side of karma. There was a time,many many years ago when I would have laugh and would've made a joke by now, a friendly, happy go lucky girl,but that girl died 8 years, 4 days and 6 hours ago when her mother and brother died in the attack her father orchestrated. I was suppose to die that day, but was saved by this man standing infront of me. I have searched so long for him for answers, but now that I see him, I can't think, can't utter one single word, only one word keeps coming up: "MATE" His hand on my shoulder brings me back to reality "are you Okay miss??" his voice is the most beautiful sound I have ever heard. I shake my head while a shiver goes down my spine "uh.. yeah.. I'm fine". I look up into his eyes again, searching for any sign of recognition but to no avail he is just smiling with a confused look on his face. " My name is Joel" he said and extended a strong hand towards me. " Arelise" I put my right hand in his, sending shockwaves through my whole body, making my knees weak, oh not now!