PROLOGUE Sat at the edge of the balcony staring at the dark clouds in the sky showering the earth with its tear drop falling in an utmost manner flooding the earth and marking it every territory. Closed eyes lost in the thought of you where would you be right now what would you be doing? I stepped into the room and sat on a wooden chair close to my bed, feeling lonely like a little boy without his mother. I picked up my phone but couldn't dial you up, typed up a message waiting to be delivered, contemplating whether I should send it out or not, and ended up erasing it all. picked up my car key with no place to go in mind driving with no end trying to get the night air on my head but somehow, I ended up at your place it seems like my heart and soul had a mind of their own and were not ready to stay far away from you. Standing at your doorstep too afraid to go in or even ring the bell, standing at the back of your apartment wanting to scream your name wanting to tell you how I feel about you how bad I wanted you how lonely I have been without you wanting to tell you all that but lacking the voice to do it for my lungs had suddenly become dry my voice husky sounding deep and harsh sounding as if I Was weak or as if I had been shouting all my life. I felt sorry for myself for all of this was my fault for all the pain I had felt all the anger I was directing towards myself the hate I had for myself everything was killing me so bad I wanted you, no I needed you and I let you leave all because of my pride and selfishness and stupid prank I wanted to keep my legacy in school and that selfishness cost you, it was selfish of me, for now, I know that you’re more important than anything to me but yet I feel like am losing you gradually with every single day that passes by wanting to tell you all this but my senses gumption fortitude and determination non, I couldn't summon the smallest of courage to tell you all this.guys like and comment nxt if you wish for me to start the novel officially

PROLOGUE FALLING IN LOVE WITH A DEMON It’s scary I can’t see and yet my heart bleeds. invincible blood dripping down like a fountain that knows no end.Is this what it feels like to be broken, how can your love be scarier than the darkest room, spikes piercing deep into my flesh, nails underneath my feet yet I walk towards you knowing you might be the danger I keep running from. is it a sin to love because if it is? crucify me because I can’t help but fall into the devil’s trap.Am I still possessed for I feel free but my heart caged to you, hold me not I say but once you leave, I craved you like you’ve been gone my whole life hold me not I say but I long for more of your touch?I can’t see my shadow am I dead or alive I feel alive but my heart says am not I walk among all like a working dead, immune to pain and heartbroken, and yet I do not see tears in my eyes, you said you left me for my sake, your kingdom is the scariest you say but you not being here is the scariest I realized.I walk among demons, vampires, serpent, and underworld creatures they all seem the scariest but am more frightened of you and yet I walk among all this hoping to see you one last time not afraid to die because you are not here feels like death.For a moment I paused trying so hard to forget you, I refuse to be held captive by fear any longer. My heart may bleed, but it is a strength, not a weakness. I am not broken; I am resilient. I will no longer be controlled by the dangerous love that once held me captive. I am not possessed, nor am I dead. I am alive, and I will not let anyone convince me otherwise it's you I want. I am no longer a working dead, immune to pain I was before but now I am not I feel the pain I feel the pain of you far away. Now in a realization I am alive, and I am powerful. I will not be frightened by the demons of the underworld and creatures that surround me. I am stronger than they are. And I will not be afraid to face my fears head-on. If facing my fears meant that I would have you again in my arms once more I would face with all boldness."I had long hoped to find love, and then you appeared to me in the form of love. Whether you are the king of the underworld or not, it doesn't matter to me. I would be willing to become your queen if that's what it takes to feel that love again. I want you, and nobody but you. My heart and my skin long for your touch, and my lips didn't have enough time to fully understand the taste yours. I'm not sure if it's just me, but you have become my whole world."I ask myself again why I love you of all the men and every time the answer leads to you and now, I can’t let go and it is all your fault, it's you "You came into my life as the embodiment of love, fulfilling a hope I had long held. The title of king of the underworld is insignificant in the face of the love I feel for you. I am willing to be your queen and experience that love again. Your touch is what my heart and skin crave, and the taste of your lips is what I long for. You have become my entire world, and I want you and nobody else." This has always been my answer the answer that my question always leads to.