*HE WAS NEVER SUPPOSED TO LOVE ME, nor i ever think he will, Why would he..He saw me grow not like a Sibling....but like a shadow a mysterious, Darker, Colder one the kind that can't be spoken out loud. sometimes it felt like torture sometimes Hell and always ..SCARY..i knew and i always believed that ..HE HATED ME... cause the way he looks at me with hatred, The way he avoids me like i never existed even though when their is only two of us sitting in a room, The way he burst out in rage if I came too close.. This all tells how much he HATES ME. well its not like he likes everyone no he doesn't Even spare his single glance to anyone GIRLS DROLL OVER HIM, DIE JUST TO GET HIS ONE GLANCE i won't lie he IS Breathtaking BUT with me it feels pure hatred in his tone,eyes, ActionsBut there IS THIS HOPE I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I HAVE THIS HOPE ¿also considering our relationship should i even consider that as hope? BUT WHEN SOMEONE ELSE TALKS TO ME or COME NEAR ME.........i feel his DARK BLUE DANGEROUS EYES ON METhey make me scared..Scared from what idk but that something always seems SO DANGEROUS i never dare to look in those eyes at that times!!🖤Those eyes as dark as Storm ⛈️ but as blue as the calmest ocean 🌊 I-I wish I never walked through that door.. but maybe, that was always meant to happen..maybe i was always meant to be someone's Soul-l