once upon a time, I used to be fun and carefree. then I turned 16, and that all just went up to shit, and that's me putting it lightly. But where are my manners? My name is Eclips, and I am the daughter of two Alphas. making me what one calls a pure breed. lucky me, note my sarcasm. let me just explain a little of my world. most werewolves can shift onto their wolves at 13 and Alphas normally at about 10, but you are only able to find your mate or soul mate at 16. yes, supernatural creators are real, all of them, including demons jippy. On the other hand, I still don't have me wolf, and I am now turning 21. I can still do everything a wolf can expect to shift onto one and talk to my wolf. I thought I was lucky when I found my mate at 16, but that is when my life went unto shit so shell we start there. "you fucking little peace of shit how many times have I told you never talk to any guy!!" Jack screamed at me while beating me to a polp I lay crying curled up into a ball on the floor "I'm sssorry" I stuttered on my words he bends down and lifts my chin to look at him "you know I love you and I just want you to listen to me my love" Jack caressed my swollen check before standing up and warning me to not leave this room till I'm healed. I crawl towards my bed and cry myself to sleep. Moon Goddess, how is this my life, how did I become this obedient little shell of a person. my mate marked me, but I wasn't able to mark him, so our bond only really goes one way. I haven't loved Jack since the first time he lifted his hands for me and caused a misscarage. "Mama, have you seen Jack? I've looked all over the fucking pack and I can't find him." I called out to my mother while heading to the kitchen to get water. my mother walked in, looking as lovely as ever. She has beautiful long white hair and green eyes and is only a little bit taller than me. she has sharp cat eye shaped eyes and an oval shaped face. I wish I had her olive tanned skin, me I have blue green eyes, my mother's shaped eyes but high cheekbones, and a heart-shaped face. "poppet Jack has been banned from the pack after what I saw last night, no boy lays his hands on my little girl, I just wish you had talked to me sooner love, then all thay you went through would not have happened" my mother Adele said while pulling me into a hug as the tears started to roll down my face once again. 4 years later and after everything that happened to me from 16 to 17, I've locked up in the furtherest parts of my mind and tried to move on. now I have what looks like a burn mark where my mate mark used to be. That's what happens when one mate rejects, then after matting and marking one another. my mother and I drifted apart when her second chance mate came around with his daughters Nareen and Lilly. I love Lilly, but Nareen is a pain in my ass "Hey Lans, how have you been?" I say while walking up to my best friend "hey bitch, you know me always good and having sooo much fun with my sexy ass mate mmm yummy" Lans said while she looks at her mate Natalie but we call her Nats. I laugh and shake my head. "For fuck sakes Lans keep your clit in your pants for like five minutes some of us are not to lucky hey" I say while walking with her to her mate. after my whole mate ordeal, I kind of became cold and a real fucking bitch thay no one wanted to even talk to me. not until Lans and Nats came into my life about 6 months ago, and they didn't give a dam about my attitude, and once I opened up a little to them about my past, they understood why I was the way I was and they never pushed the issue to get more on thay topic. "Hey El, here's your late" Nats says to me while going to her mate and deciding to have a fucking make out session infront of me argh males me just want to gag "For fuck sakes you to give it a rest before I gag!" I say "Sorry El I know your not lovey dovey I'll try to keep it pg till your gone how's that?" Nate says to me "Thank the Goddess for that" I say taking a sip of my coffee "so El are you going to the mating ball this year because apparently the twin kings will be there mmmm, you know I love you boo but those two girl just dam" Lans says while she drools over her ice coffee Nat growls while pulling her closer to her "I kind of have to go as I'm turning 21 and with the fu king law you have to go argh" I say while laying my head on the table "you do know the ball is 3 days after your birthday, you never know maybe you will get your wolf this year El" Lans says to my with sympathy in her eyes, God I hated when people looked at me like that "ya maybe I've got to go ill see you girls around" I say while walking away, I just couldn't stand it any more