BEFORE THE PAST Introduction One moment you're fine the next you're not,my mind is going through the most, overthinking everything,sad, depressed then out of the blue I'm good,perfectly fine. My name is Londiwe Zulu 23 years of age living with my mother . I have been looking for a job for quite some time and it has been depressing seeing my age mates living their best life and succeeding in life. My mom always says the right moment for me to get a job is near and has been always praying for my breakthrough.i appreciate everything that my mother does for me ,I wouldn't be here without her prayers and encouragement.