Do I really have to do this?.. I mutter to myself. My body says NO! But my brain say's "As if you have a choice"... it's sink or swim!...because this is your only option!!! and this is all you have to do" For the life of me I have never felt more alone, I feel like I'm fighting the invincible force that I know I wouldn't stand a chance..not even a slightest hope.. My world is now crashing faster like a speed of light and the only miracle that can save me is standing beside......the man with the name i barely knew...He is as cold as the frozen December air.. His gaze i know had killed me a thousand of times to think I only met him just once! His sharp and unforgiving eyes pierced right through me as if assessing my soul. I can only wish for whoever Gods, Deity or Saint to just take me right here! right now! But i cant feel any mercy...because I am..... from this day forward..in this lifetime or maybe the next...will only be at his mercy.... "The judge ask you a question!" I heared that dangerous voice echoed in my whole being..those numbing words made me feel voiceless that I can't even utter a single word.. "It's not polite to not respond, don't you think? I can't look at him, I feel so indisposed and too feeble to express my vow. I gathered the limp of courage left in me...and in an almost breathe like voice..."I DO" i say... "You may now kiss the bride" He tilted his head to my face and as he flash an abominable smile..he whisper... "Welcome to hell" Now I'm trembling in fear.