Paradoxes. Pretentions. Penalties. It was never easy to be a guy nor a girl. A guy must strive hard to show his right intention to the person he is in love with while the girl must hide her feelings from the guy that she wants. People complicates love. People loves the pain out of it, all the struggles and emotional instability. Ending up with the person you loved or learned to love is the best feeling that someone could ever feel. Everything started with attention, liking, and eventually, loving. I never thought that I would forget my beliefs about love or even I cannot believe that I will fall for him. I love him so bad that I need to hide my vicious ways to keep him away from harm. I tried to abide by his rules but I ended up lying. Then, I promised that it would by my one last like. I know Esaac, this is the stupidest thing that I would do as a girl but damn all the shyness and traditions of submissiveness but I am really, really, really, into you. I do not know where and why it started but you got me. You melted my frozen unloving heart. To all of your sacrifices and martyrdoms that I saw, damn you guy, it makes me feel so high in love. I knew everything, Ez. I knew how you tried to reach out. I knew how you kept your patience with you but yeah, I am in love with you. All rights reserved * 2018

Esaac thought that he will be contented by just staring at his wife and his son from afar. In the span of six years, he tried to be more patient as he knows that the time will come that he will be free from danger. That right time will also give him the chance to rekindle his relationship with his wife. He left for years then longed for her but when he went back to his wife…it seems like everything is too late as she found a new lover.