Have you ever gone into that deep of shit where noone can get you out of ? Because you can't just snap out of that state of mind . Every breath you take feeds it , it feeds the fire that is , instead of "burning in you" ..."burning you" alive . In a way that keeps you fine and healthy looking from your outside but scrapping you hollow inside. The symptoms won't show until it's too late. As in "deathly" late. You have noone left who can actually understand you. You haven't lost anyone but still...you have lost everyone..everything you thought you wanted or worked for once. It is serious but noone believes it. it's like they see the same reality you go through in a different way and it's rather where you mustn't have felt the pain you did in that situation. The sufferings you are going through are just Extreme..."Your overthinking" or "Your just being ..weird.." is all you hear. Those voices are actually sharpening the blade that is hollowing you inside... Brightening the fire that is burning you. It reaches you to a point where you begin to think that maybe...it's just you and maybe they're right. This is my revenge story and the villain is "me".