Zander was just like any other guy, always seeking the approval of the world around him, constantly hiding himself and his desires to appear "normal". Finally, he\'d had enough! Enough hiding himself, enough trying to fit in, enough unhappiness. It was time for Zander to be himself. To stop fighting his urges and finally find true happiness. In this first book, Zander starts down the path of finding his happiness with a woman he never thought could be be real, one that was straight out of his deepest fantasies.