I felt like a rag doll being tossed about and there was nothing that I could do. His teeth dug deep in my flesh, his hot breath; the hot wet of his spit or my blood? I can’t really tell. As I am shaken from one side to another, I can’t help but to think that this couldn’t really be happening to me. Next thing I was thrown across the room. I just laid there, still and without moving, as if I was dead. Everything felt so surreal. Almost like a terrible vivid dream. I wanted to wake up. I wanted this to all just go away. I just laid there with my eyes open, I could feel my breathing. I got to thinking that perhaps I am dead?