Magulo at puno ng kasinungalingan. That was my life before. In the hands of my husband. Until one day, everything changed. Fate stepped in, it literally destroyed everything. Lahat-lahat ay parang isang bagyong dumaan na nag-iwan ng napakalaking pinsala sa buhay ng isang tao. Everything changed. I am not the way I used to be. Pinangako ko sa sarili ko na kakayanin ko. Kakayanin ko na wala siya. And that I will be strong. I can be more. I will not be overlooked by those who've hurt me. I will learn how to fight back. Nagpakalayo ako. Sinubukang burahin lahat ng mga nangyari. Pero bakit pilit kaming pinagtatagpo? Why won't faith just let us be. We are both already happy with our own lives. Or are we? Paano ko nga ba siya haharapin pagkatapos ng lahat-lahat?

The Days I Wanted to Die "I wanted to end my life." That was my decision. I made that choice. I felt so brave. No one can stop me. But everytime I tried to take my own life, something stops me. A force. Something. I wanted to die. I wanted to leave this ugly world. But, why can't I? _ When life throws you lemon, you have to make lemonade. That is one of famous quotes that we hear almost everyday. But it is not the case for Genevieve, life did not just throw a single lemon at her, no. Life threw the whole lemon stand.

Sabi nila kapag daw nagmahal ang isang tao, nawawala na ito sa tamang pag-iisip. Nawawalan na ng rason, pangangatwiran. Sa madaling saita, nababaliw. Tama naman sila, dahil tried and tested ko na. I am very madly truly in love with my husband. Nakahandang gawin ang lahat para sa kaniya. I would give everything up for him, even my life. Wala e, tanga ako. I wish I could say that my husband feels the same. While I am here loving him with all my heart, he’s out there somewhere loving some other woman. I am the wife yet I feel like the mistress. His mistress who he doesn’t even love but he still keeps for convenience. He married me, yet, his heart still longs for her. Only her. Hanggang kailan ba ako manlilimos ng pagmamahal ng taong kahit kailan ay alam kong hindi ako kayang tanggapin. Ano pa ba ang kailangan kong gawin para ako naman ang mahalin niya. At kung umabot man kami sa puntong iyon, naka-kapit pa rin ba ako sa pagmamahal ko sa kaniya o nagawa ko na bang bumitaw? Pero habang hindi pa nangyayari iyon, I will still be here for him. I will still be his miserable wife.