"how is this possible ?" Lucian asked. "how WHAT is possible?" I replied. "Don't you feel the mate bond ? How can you explain your need to stay close to me even after everything that happened?" he asked again. I tried to remember what was a "mate bond" and caught myself freaking out! if memory serves me right, mate bond is when you found your soulmate, the person who is perfect for you. How he can be my mate? I'm human, and after everything we've been through, I realized that already loved him since the moment we met. "I try not to think about everything that happened, I love you Lucian". when I said that, he grab me and shocked his body against mine, locking our mouths in a passionate kiss. He then backed only his face and said "I love you too Diana". I couldn't take anymore, I have to investigate my past because, how could an Alpha be in love with me,* actually*, how could an Alpha have a mate bond with me? That's the problem in being orphan, you don't really know anything about your past. I stopped the kids against my own will and Lucian was not happy either. "why would you do that?" he asked angrily. "I need to understand how this is even possible, I mean, I know I can't and don't want to live without but, I always thought I was only human, so what the f*ck ?" "I'll help you my Luna, there's nothing in the world I wouldn't do for you".

this book is kinda a diary and I hope that it can help someone going through some bad stuff. Let me know if someone ever read it. I can answer any questions you have, feel free to comment and asks. some informations about me: I'm brazilian, I'm already in my 20's and I'm married, also I've a lot of problems or health issues so...be my guest. PS: this book does not contain any kinda of s*x scenes.