IF ONLY I KNEWUpdated at Jun 29, 2026, 12:54
Plot : IVY is on scholarship and her grandmother is all she has , so she works at a nearby coffee shop in the school to earn enough money to buy essentials and send money to her grandmother in Tuscany, she wants to graduate and earn the internship opportunity and cash prize that the school offers but falls in love and makes bad decisions Exposition: The story begins with Ryder waking up to a call from the college counselor in a luxurious hotel suite. The suite was a mess, and two unfamiliar women were asleep nearby. He smiled , realizing his charm and good looks made such situations common, the counselor was requesting to see him about his rude attitude to his professors . At the same time Ivy was also at the college counselors office to complete her registration , as he stumbled himself towards the college counselor office, he saw her in the waiting room ,with her beautiful brunette hair and beautiful green eyes , he immediately walked up to her and introduced himself ,but from his obviously drunk look and loose tie dangling across his half open shirt and crossbar that looked like it could pay her entire scholarship she knew he was trouble so she ignored him , her resistance and lack of care made her a target to him.Rising action : IVY and Ryder keep bumping into each other ,one day Ivy is at the coffee shop taking the afternoon shift when she noticed Ryder in the corner alone taking coffee to what seemed like a really bad hangover , as the beam of sunlight shines at him from the glass window she looked at him with what didn't look like detest but rather admiration as she noticed his beautiful brown eyes and shiny blonde hair, she walks up to him to clear the table as she turns to leave he grabs her hand and introduces himself completely forgetting that he had met her before , with disbelief and disgust she pulled his hand away and walked out , she started noticing him more and she found him quite attractive, one night she finds herself at a party through the influence of her roommate, looking for a quiet place she storm into a room and she sees Vance passed out , she tries to help him and carries him back to her apartment ,she is completely smitten by him and thoughts of kissing him went through her mind completely forgetting her quest to stay away from distractions, she gives in to her thoughts and she leans in as her lips meet his , it was intense and deep like she has been practicing since the first day she met him .Climax : The next day she pretended not to know what happened , she was so embarrassed and shy that she left without saying a word , a while later he found her at the library and walked up to her telling her that he needed a book recommendation and then from there invited her to coffee , she was confused because she thought he didn't notice her so she agreed and from there they became friends, he would come and see her randomly, spending time with her and telling her things he shouldn't tell anyone, then he invited her to a party hosted by his mother, she agreed but on getting there she realized he wasn't there so she went to look for him she roamed the halls slowly as she heard moaning and what seemed like indepth sex , thoughts ran through her mind because she wouldn't know what to say considering they weren't even in a relationship, she walked slowly but the moaning stopped l she could hear were laughs and recognizing the voice she gave a sigh of relief because it wasn't Ryder it was James, James Luther Ryder's best friend as she moved closer she could here there conversation and she realized from what they were saying that Ryder was only talking to her to see how long she would give in and it wasn't a coincidence he was at the library because he stalked her ,Ivy felt embarrassed but mostly heart broken, later on she began to ignore Ryder, finally one afternoon he comes looking for her and from a heated argument she blurts out that she overheard his friends and Ryder began to apologize but she didn't forgive him , on a quest to find something new and interesting she goes to a party hosted by James , she intends to leave after realizing it is James party as she walks out towards the garden away from the dorm where the party held she noticed someone following her , in a while she realized it was Ryder and he began to say all the right things and before Ivy could think too much about the situation ,he kissed her , and thought of them previously kissing ran through her mind reminding her that she was in love with him, after a while they get to her dorm and have a really enticing make out session leading to then having sex , they felt the condom break but they were too engrossed to pay attention, so the next morning she took an after pill and everything went back to normal she was officially with Ryder but for some reason she was always restless and tired making it really hard for her to pay attention in class then she found out she was pregnant and everything changed it