"you can do this, I know you can. I'm here with you, please" It's really easy to say the phrase 'you can do this' or 'you got this' but really when you're in someone's shoe that isn't as intact as a perfect shoe is, Life's going to fucked you up alive. I am fucked up, at hindi ko alam kung paano bumangon. I just don't want to be selfish ngunit hindi ko rin alam if I am doing the right thing. Because I am not worth it. My shoes are heavy hindi ko na pwedeng iasa sa iba ang pagbuhat roon. Hindi na pwedeng lagi na lang ako magpapabuhat kung pwede ko lang tanggalin pero hindi e' this shoes are part of me. Hindi gano'n kadali na bitawan. And if giving up my rights to be happy and giving up my rights to love ang tanging paraan para hindi ko masaktan ang taong ito then I will. "Justin no, kung madali lang to sana hindi ako nahihirapan, hindi ako nasasaktan" alam kong sa sarili kong I'm in pain, but i dont know why there's no tears anymore. "Justin, gusto kong lumaban. You know that I'm trying my best. Pero what else can I do? I'm not a robot justin, I'm tired!" If I were to choose my destiny, I would rather choose to be happy and lively, a normal teenager. But this is reality. I'm living my own reality, my own story, a story that I can't change and I can't control. "Sheya, ngayon pa ba? Ngayon ka pa susuko? I'm not ready. Ang dami pa nating plano Sheya." "Im sorry Justin. I'm ready. Let me go." "If that is, then I wish God will give me your pain. And if that happens will you let me be with you? Kung ako ba ang nasa kalagayan mo ay hahayaan mo akong makasama ka? If I wanted to be with you and if you wanted to be with me bakit kailangan pa nating maghiwalay?" "Kasi that's what reality is, Justin"