I Hate That I Still Want HerUpdated at Jul 8, 2026, 08:24
Five years ago, Amelia Cross destroyed Ethan Reyes in front of everyone who mattered. She kissed another man at their engagement party, laughed in his face, and told him he had never been enough. She wanted the room to remember her as heartless. She needed Ethan to hate her enough to survive without her.
What no one knew, not his family, not her own sister, was that three weeks earlier Amelia had been diagnosed with an aggressive, uncertain cancer. The doctors could not promise her five years. They could not promise her five months. So she chose to become the villain in Ethan's story rather than a burden he would waste his youth mourning.
It worked. Ethan buried her name, buried her memory, and built a cold, glittering empire out of the wreckage of his heart. He told himself he hated her. He told his friends he hated her. He almost believed it.
But every woman he touched had the wrong laugh. Every city he built a life in had the wrong skyline. Every quiet hour before sleep dragged her face back into his mind like a tide that refused to go out.
Now fate, and something far more calculated, throws them into the same glass tower, on opposite sides of a hostile business war that could ruin them both. The moment Ethan sees Amelia again, thinner, sharper, guarded like a woman who has survived a war he knows nothing about, every buried thing in him claws back to the surface.
He tells her the truth he has hidden from the world. She tells him to hate her, one final time. But when he refuses to let go, Amelia finally breaks, and the truth she has carried alone for five years spills out in the middle of a hospital corridor that smells like antiseptic and old regret.
I was dying, Ethan.
Now he must decide whether he can forgive the woman who broke him to save him, while a hidden enemy from her past, and his, moves quietly in the dark to make sure history repeats itself, this time with a far more permanent ending.