Her pain behind her smile , si shai ay Isang masayahin, mapagmahal, mapagkakatiwalaan, loyal, mabait at higit sa lahat ay Isang totoong kaibigan. her pain was caused/ started nang naghiwalay Ang kanyang mga magulang nung bata pa sya . si shai ay may apat na kapatid na buo at may tatlo pa syang mga kuya sa father side nya. Panganay sya sa kanilang lima , Isang mabait, masayahin, at makwelang tao sa labas na kaanyuan na aakalain mo na walang itong problema. si shai ay merong inang napakabait at masipag at may iisang kaibigan na pinagkakatiwalaan sa lahat. Her story happened in real life. She suffered emotionally because of what happened to her family without anyone noticing her pain, her needs, her wants, her wish, her own life, she's kind but too afraid to tell that she's suffering inside, she trusts easily, she's easily to everyone who is kind to her outside when someone is there for her, she's a selfless girl, she is sometimes sensitive about things, she is a softhearted girl, she gives chance to someone who hurts her, she will be there even if you're plastic to her, she genuinely be happy for someone, she can't tolerate ignoring her, she can't handle fer tears, she cries easily, she love to see the moon the blue sky the clouds , she loves when someone hugs her, and when someone is there when she did someone to listen to her, she's the type of girl that will never forget you even if you guys only meet once or twice even if your afar she will know you even if she doesn't know your name she will always remember you. She's that girl that will likely sacrifice her own happiness for others.and I hope someone will be there for her and be her strength, someone who will trust her, or will not control her life, someone who will love her for who she really is. I hope the reader will know her more. her past gives her some damage because of what happened that time and no one knows about that because shai never tells anyone even to her one and only trusted friend, maybe because she's afraid to let her best friend to know so much about her past she's scared that she will got backstabbed about that . she's just a kid who wants freedom to enjoy her life