vee believed everyone and herself can't be on par with her two older sisters by her side be it intellectually or socislly, she was't much to write home about but vee something more than intellect and socisl abilities was family but years and time took that away in no time dad changed smash isn't the same thomas is too young too understand and i never want him to he was young when mom died ,that is when the cammel back broke though signs were evident but we thought we were safe where kids.How wrong we were if dad hurt mom or mom hurt dad we would never know but we believe it's dad we had,had a new sibiling and times were tough but we needed family but there not always there dads been on more business trip than ever could count with my hands and toes. Maybe he too was runing from the truth like the rest of us . But i want to heal and become a family once again l don't know if such dreams are fairy like but only time can tell when the rain will fall on us to reality