If god would have given you a chance to choose how long would you live, would you say forever? People who wants to live dies, while people who wants to die, lives a long life. Life is unfair, when you finally accepted that you’re going to die, you found the only reason why you wanted to live. I’m just a teenage girl who’s been fighting this anxiety for over a year and it wasn’t going away, it’s just there eating my mental health. I’m tired and lonely that time and I am ready to give up my life and rest for the rest of my life not until I met you.

I loved you with all my might , I gave you everything including my soul,my heart and my body. We share each other's heat every time we make love but all of it was nothing for you. You were my greatest love, you hurt me hundred times and i forgave you a thousand times but here i am left all alone. You were my greatest pain yet the sweetest one Lance.