There were many people at home, many from my grandparents' house too. To judge the quarrel between my father and mother. I was three years old at the time. I was playing in the yard. I didn't understand so much at that time.But after the trial ended, my mother took my elder brother and left with my uncle. I thought maybe my mother was going somewhere and would come back. But it was night and still my mother did not come.I sit outside the house waiting for my mother. I think to myself that maybe my mother will come with my father. My sister tried many times to take me home, but she couldn't. Many nights my father comes but my mother doesn't come.My father picked me up and took me home. My father loved me very much. Then my father bathed me and fed me. I also forgot about my mother when I found my father. I hugged my father and fell asleep. When I woke up in the morning, I saw that my father was not there. I couldn't find my father anywhere in the house. I was sitting next to the house, looking at the road. I was thinking to myself that maybe my mother would come today. But even after the whole day passed, my mother still didn't come. Once again, my father came late at night. He picked me up lovingly and took me home. When he saw me, he realized that I had not eaten anything all day. Then he would scold my stepmother. My father would feed me. This is how my days started. After my father scolded me, my stepmother would give me food. But she didn't feed me with affection like my father. I have been looking for my mother for many days, but she has never come. At the end of the day, only my father comes. I forgot my mother after receiving my father's affection. Now I only wait for my father.When will Dad come? But one day, suddenly Mom came! To take me. I found Mom after a long time and went to my grandparents' house with Mom. I never understood that Dad would be very sad when he went home and couldn't find me. There was a river next to my grandparents' house. When my father went home and couldn't find me, he immediately came to the river bank to look for me. My father called my name from the river bank all night and cried.When I close my eyes, I can still hear my father's voice calling me.My mother didn't let me go to my father. I was also deprived of my father's affection. Leaving my father was a childhood mistake.I didn't get my father's love or my mother's love. And my brothers and sisters always used me for their needs. Finally, I became very lonely. Today I am 29 years old. Now I am addicted to drugs. I am a bad boy in the eyes of society. I will tell you the story of how I became a bad boy, part by part. If you want to read the story of my life's struggle, stay with me.