Damn it, what have I done? I quietly whispered to myself, a mix of regret and disbelief tainting my words.   This can\'t be happening. We are over, I said to her.   Relax! Stop being paranoid. We just hooked up, no big deal. Why are you assuming I want us to get back together? But we can still be friends, can\'t we? she reassured me, attempting to ease the tension in the air.   I was feeling uneasy, like she had something up her sleeve. I couldn\'t trust her again.   What was I thinking, bringing her to my penthouse and having my way with her?