How did I get here? Only days after I found out I was pregnant, my first, and my husband is leaving me. I never thought I would be in a situation like this. Just me and my baby, and his desire to at least have some involvement. Now, he is finding love in other places as he goes about his life as if nothing has changed. While I am without love and scared. Will it always be this way? Who would love me, with my round, rapidly growing belly, a sure deal-breaker for any man. As the weeks pass, someone comes into my life who surprises me in unexpected ways and wants to be a part of my - and my baby's - life. All I feel is that I will mess everything up, just like I always do.