I have been in love with my best friend all my life, even when I have never really been important to him. At least, not in the way I want to be. Nathaniel has always been in my corner, and year after year, I help him get through shitty heartbreaks from girls who don’t even deserve him. But that is all I think I’ll ever be to him. An emotional cushion. Until that holiday night, in the dark halls of the Richmond Castle in London, with his older brother, Nick. The night that we all agree not to speak about. But the thing about secrets and deals is that they are better off not made with the devil. And Nick? Nick doesn’t exactly play by the rules.