I always wondered what being normal felt like, and I always wanted to fit in while desperately keeping my insanity to stay beneath closed doors. I found it very hard to be both seen as a normal everyday human being within the reality I perceived as ideal, but sometimes the reality one sees as perfect, can come crashing down with a single misinterpreted view regarding normality in a world as most would view as both a form mentally corrupt and a threat to what others would call a ideal reality