To the reader, this is my story this is my lesson and here is what I learned so far in my six months of not forgiving myself for cheating on the love of my life with a one night stand.. The relationship started well I had a love of good moment with her because I was the one with less relationship experience no much duty no bad arguments everything is still ew and strange then we graduated from school and everything started getting real. I was the anxious lover and she is the avoidant who love deeply but cannot afford to show how much they do!