I am a recovering addict that has spent at least 30 years in active addiction! I am writing this book so that others may be able to free themselves or a loved one from continuing the vicious cycle of the addict persona!! I am hoping to reach the addict that is still suffering or the mothers and fathers , aunts , uncles , cousins, sisters , brothers ,stepmothers and stepfathers whoever I can reach out too in order to also change my addictive behaviours! As well I cruelly think I need to write this book for the people that are hurting , suffering from addiction or an addict in theirs lives! May God be with you....we are all children of God and none of us are to be shamed anymore because of addiction!!!! May this book make sense to the still suffering addict out there in the streets at night down alleyways and on the street corners! I have 30 plus years of suffering. trying ashamed of myself you maybe feel the same feelings but for the grace of God may you not suffer anymore and let me shed some light on this topic! Again I\'ve suffered with addictions for over 30 years......this is my story!!!!