BLOODBORNUpdated at May 30, 2025, 12:25
The blood remembers, it always does …
~Carol
It was the beginning…the moment my blood boiled beneath my skin, my heart slowed to a whisper, and light twisted into shadow. The moment his fangs pierced my throat, not to kill me, but to awaken something older, something buried beneath the centuries.
I remember fire. A throne carved from bone. My name spoken like a curse.
I remember him.
Not Nick, not the man with the cruel mouth and dead eyes I met in the woods that night, but the man I came to love when I was at my darkest time, he was the sword that broke me. My past life bleeds through the cracks of my soul, dripping into the girl I used to be. Cheerleader. Lover. Human.
Now I’m none of those things.
They say death is an end , they were wrong, they lied, they all did. I never wanted this life. I never wanted to be this… this thing.
Now everything’s changed, everything I know is lost and gone and I’m now to begin a new life? I’ve lost what I thought was me. I lost myself that day but he will never understand. To him it was a gift but to me it was a curse .
He didn’t turn me out of mercy. He turned me out of need. I was never a girl to him, I was a prophecy, a path to power.
But he didn’t expect me to survive. To remember. To fight him with every breath I no longer take.
I am Carol Summers.
I am Bloodborn.
And if I have to burn the world to forget him…I will.
~Nick
She Was Never Meant to Matter.
She was just the bait.
A girl with pretty eyes, too much sunlight in her laugh, and no idea how close she danced to the edge of a very sharp world. She wasn’t chosen because she was special, she was chosen because she wasn’t.
No power. No lineage. No threat.
That’s why she was perfect.
I was supposed to turn her, track the chaos, and draw my enemies out of hiding. She was a means to an end. Disposable. Replaceable.
And yet…
Somewhere between the blood and the lies, she made me feel. Something warm. Something human. Something I’d buried centuries ago.
She wasn’t the threat.
Until I made her one.
Now I dream about her. I taste her name like a sin. I watch her walk away with my heart in her hands and I let her.
Because loving her was never the plan.
And yet, it’s the only thing I’d die for~