Falling in love secretly is very happy because that person doesn't even know, so you will never experience heartbreak. Always secretly liking someone is like walking on a road with no end in sight, believing that you will eventually reach a field full of sunflowers or a beach with dazzling blue edges. As long as you keep dreaming beautiful dreams, you still have the strength to persevere. Some people continue walking for their entire lives, eventually perhaps bearing fruit, or maybe ending up with nothing. Some people throw caution to the wind, risking everything to get the results they desire, or they end up like moths drawn to a flame. I can't tell which category I belong to anymore. All I know is that I once walked down this path, and one day I reached a crossroads where I kept hesitating, completely losing my direction. Since then, I've been stuck at this crossroads, never able to move forward, nor find the way back.