"I can't do this anymore, I am sick and tired of living this so called life", said Alanna. Six years ago I found out that I hold something more dear and powerful than I thought I had in this life. This secret is more powerful and deadly. If someone gets hold of it, It might not only ruin my life but bring in everlasting disaster to this entire world. I was only six years old when all this happened. He......Him.....changed my life and style of living. Join Alanna in navigating her life as a sixteen year old girl, facing the hardships that life throws out her and also expressing the challenges of finding love and adjusting to high school life.