I want to start by telling you that not even now. Not even as I write this book. Am I 100% okay. Life is still hard, and I found myself putting away my writing, I'm not going to finish. Or no one will read this.. I've had many negative thoughts in my last 2 months, but here I am again starting over writing this book. Because in my heart. I know that if I help somebody and I hope that I do , 1 day, you'll reach out and let me know. Because that is what brings joy to me. That is why I am here writing this book. There are so many people who are misunderstood that are treated badly because of addiction. Maybe they are promiscuous due to the trauma of some sort. Nobody knows what somebody's going through. You are not to cast judgment against anyone. Let me ask you, or how about you ask yourself? Are you perfect? Have you sinned ? Have you made mistakes? Are there things you're hiding in your closet? If the answer is yes, then you have nowhere and no room to speak about anyone else's life. With all that being said, here we go, yet chapter one of this thing we call life.