Of all the laughter shared and the memories created, was there really joy? or is it just a plain laughter that fades along the winds? "To love and to hold, in sickness and in health, till death do us part", words kept echoing ones mind down to its broken soul as the tears run down her cheeks. How am I supposed to go on if I don't know whom to hold? I am a woman, a wife and a mom. I am leaving not just because you made a mistake, I am leaving because you made your apology a habit and it sucks it is killing and breaking me to pieces. I stood there by him as he kept chasing his ambitions but then I realize he wasn't a content man. No one and nothing can fill his burning desires I know not even me and not the kids we have. For all the things he loved where was I in it? She was once scared with the thunder but now it became her only companion as she cries along the pouring of the rain. The feeling of emptiness and loneliness is so much more than she can handle. Was there really a happy times? Maybe I wasn't just supposed to be part of those laughter that's why I couldn't find it within me. Fifteen years we've been married but I couldn't remember if I was ever married at all. My feelings is always here but the love from him wasn't felt at all. There was no other man and he might probably have other woman. It's just simply her giving up for having her feelings neglected all those years. What's the use of being your wife if you weren't a husband to me? You have never been a husband to me! You never take part, you never once played your part. Everytime you utter the words "I love you" does not feel the same. I couldn't feel the love anymore. Your eyes no longer spark looking at me.The pain of falling in love with the wrong people they say was the feeling I was not aware about. Yet now I do, because sadly my one was you. It took me 15 years to accept the reality of myself but I can no longer go with this miserable ride, I have reached my destination. May you ride safe and never turn my way again. I'll be enjoying my walk to finding myself, dreams, and joy that I have given up for you. Now another chapter of my life will open, I will love you from a far for there will be no body else to replace you. I just became tired and felt pitiful for always begging for some love. I now accept that I will not be lovable enough for you. I won't work hard just for a little love and attention anymore. Because I realized that upon loving you, I have forgotten to love me. So this time, I will make sure to love my self more. This may be our sad ending but will surely not be a sorrowful one. Good bye to our broken vow.